Back when I was able to vote the first time I cast my vote firmly for Ronald Reagan, after that I voted for Gerorge HW Bush, after that I voted for Bill clinton, both terms and I have to confess that I did not vote on either term of George W. Bush. I felt bad about it but i just could not bring myself to vote for Al Gore and I was most certainly not going to vote for a man whose IQ could not surpass that of a head of lettuce. I therefore feel that I can claim independence when it comes to political affilitation and that i have voted for the man I believed would best lead the country, regardless of party affiliation. We spent eight years under the leadership of a man who could never speak without being significantly prepared by his staff, not on foreign policy, domestic policy or for that matter simple current events, but on how to not sound like an abject moron. And even with all that preparation it was a crapshoot. Just take a look at his staffers’ faces any time he took the podium, hand wringing, looks of abject horror and resignation were for the most part the order of the day. When we look at what the country was left with at the end of his term it can only be described was the worst financial condition since the great depression. There were books (three volumes i am aware of) dedicated to the abject idiocy that flew out of the man’s mouth on a constant basis. This, mind you was before Barack Obama was in office one single day. Back in 2008, when I voted for Barack Obama, i voted for him because what he said made sense to me. He didn’t sugar coat the condition the country was in, was against SuperPacs and unlimited campaign financing, seemed to understand the place the US now occupied in the world stage and more importantly was someone i could be sure would be eloquent, conciliatory and strategic when i came to the US position around the world, including troop draw-downs in Afghanistan and Iraq. But we will ignore all that. We will ignore the fact that after taking over the worst economy since the great depression, the US is now on the path to recovery after just four years and that economists from both sides of the isle, but with no political aspirations have overwhelmingly approved of the President’s economic policies, including a former economic advisor to Ronald Reagan. We will ignore the fact that the leaders from major economies around the world consider the President of the United States the leader of the free world once again and that to watch the guy face off against leaders from all industrialized countries on any topic thrown at him makes me feel proud he is my President. We will ignore those facts because they can easily be turned into a partisan back and forth that will have no end.
What we won’t ignore, what we can’t ignore is that Barack Obama is the first black president of the United States. Back when i voted for him, race had really not played into my decision, again, to me it was about having a candidate with the intellectual raw power to do what needed to get done, to navigate what was already a partisan congress. But in the back of my mind I had a nagging feeling that while race should not have any place in today’s US politics, it might. I suppose I clung to the abject hope that as a nation, particularly in the political realm, we would collectively look past that and move on to the issues that were gripping the country. I should have known better, i should have known that if there is one thing republicans fear and loath more than a democratic President that can run circles around them in any debate it is a black president who can run circles around them in any debate. Imagine the absolute horror for the Right because of his appointment of the first Hispanic woman or man for that matter, to the US Supreme court. It was Justice Sotomayor’s display of equanimity and quiet brilliance in the discussion regarding welfare that put a sock in what would otherwise have been Right wing zealots’ ramblings about her shortcomings. By any standard, judicial, social and political, Justice Sotomayor displayed balanced analysis, incisve questions for both sides and a masterful understanding of the issues at hand. She simply didn’t give the right one iota of ideology to hange their hat on. We will ignore the fact that Bush’s Hispanic attorney general faded into oblivion in absolute discrace.
The fist four years of office for Barack Obama have been absolutely enlightening to me. We can dispense with the ridiculous ‘birther’ movement, the whole birth certificate issue. When in the past hundred years has a sitting President’s citizenship been brought to question? Do you suppose that had a white candidate been elected, Hillary Clinton let’s say, there would have been as much, hell, any media attention and time paid to her citizenship? If you go back and take a look at the Clinton administration, even with the whole Monica Lewinski affair and the i never inhaled sound bite, was there absolute rabid opposition from the Republicans to anything the president tried to accomplish? No, there wasn’t. He served his full term, even though he was impeached. Do you for one second believe that would have been the case if Barack Obama was caught in the same scandal? Have you not heard almost every single talking head on the radio refer to him as Barack Hussain Obama over and over, as if to highlight that he is somehow not to be trusted because he has a Middle Eastern name? I don’t remember Clinton being referred to constantly as William Jefferson Clinton or George Bush as George Walker Bush over and over. But they know who they are appealing to, those that felt at the very least nervous and at worst disgusted with the idea of a Black president. Back when i voted for him i knew that the closet bigots and racists would come out in droves, that the talking heads, especially the hypocritical mouth of Rush Limbaugh (i don’t know, is he still on the island he said all drug addicts hould be put into?) would utilize everything in their power to stoke up that fear, always hiding their real fears and their real bigotry and racist views behind ultra conservative politics, but i never imagined that the established Republican machine would also join in the fray. Looking back at the Congressional historical record of the past four years is like looking at a high-brow display of bigotry, always, of course, hidden behind whatever public agenda fits best. Never has a sitting President had to deal with the level of opposition and outright disdain than this President has had to endure and whether we talk about it or admit it or recognize it, it is because he is black, period. I am not diluted into thinking that if he was white there would be birds singing and butterflies flying around and the right and left would get along, holding hands as they pass this bill and that. As always there would be acrimony, discord, disagreement and shots being taken by both the right and the left, but not like this, not like there is right now.
The economy, foreign policy, tax reform, health care reform, all provide them with plenty to go to after the President, but make no mistake, in the closed circles, in the hallowed hallways of the capitol, in closed rooms, behind closed doors there is a tacit understanding that ”We must get the country back from them…” and when they say them they don’t mean the Democrats. The aforementioned talking heads on the radio and television can barely disguise it, but if you listen closely it is there, it always has been. To me that’s the really scary part, that there are far more nodding heads when that is said than there are those questioning “What exactly do you mean by them?” Make no mistake, this race is as much about race as it is about politics, nobody wants to say it, nobody wants to acknowledge it, but to me the outcome of this race will be a litmus test for just how enlightened a country we have become. I just hope that when the time to cast the ballot comes, the issue will be about policy and politics, whatever those politics happen to be and not about race. From what I have seen, heard and read, without saying a single word about it, many Americans, more than I would like to think, will on the drive back from the booth, “Well, at least we got them out of the White House” and they won’t be talking about the Democrats.
I still have faith through, faith that the young people in this country will be guided more by common sense and an analytical mind. I still have faith that there are enough voters who will be guided by balanced, though-out and analytical discourse than fear-mongering sound bites. Maybe i’m diluted, but then again I though i was diluted when back in 2008 i voted for a man that I believed, still believe, has an opportunity to become one of the greatest Presidents in American history. Oh and yeah, he’s black.

